Sunday, January 12, 2014

woes & other things.

  • the photo above is from our Sunday walk today. it was nice to be out after the polar vortex last week. i cannot wait for spring! i'm sure you are thinking "duh".
  • if you were wondering about my other blog, i just wanted to archive it away and start over. my new blog is the same exact thing, which is a scrapbook of my life with jonas. nothing really changed.
  • winter depression- winter blues- seasonal depression- seasonal affective disorder- SAD- yes, it is sad & i catch it every year. and i gain weight. every year. i am going to the tanning bed this week. i am so so pale anyway. hopefully it will help both the SAD & the paleness.
  • lately, i have spent far too much time thinking about the time for travel in my life running out. i have to see the world. nothing else matters. help. i am drowning in anxiety over this.
  • speaking of anxiety, i had a little attack today. not over travel but over a moment where i felt really panicked and then horrible about myself. luckily, i have someone in my life who is the exact same and she helped me out. i was actually laughing at the end of our conversation. but moments like that make me wonder why i don't turn myself over to complete lone- wolfdom (can that be a thing), instead of just 75% of the time.
  • oh! jonas was approved to have his green card extended for ten years....more on that later. "hey, maybe you aren't so bad department of homeland security..hahaha..yes you are. you are the worst. have an awful day."
  • also, while in cincinnati yesterday, i picked up authentic belgian waffles and made them even better (see below). now i want to go to Belgium real bad !
 i cut them in half but then everyone took another half. :)


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