Monday, May 13, 2019

mother's day.

This Mother's Day was my last with only one baby girl. I am thinking a lot about losing my one on one time with Zara. I know we are gaining so much, but it really does feel like a loss. Change can definitely feel like that. Zara is with me all the time (except while I am at work and she is at school across the street from work). She is my sidekick. I think it will be hard on both of us to add another person to our team. There are happy and hard days to come, that is for certain. For now, I will cherish our last few months alone::
I really wasn't prepared for how loving and affectionate Zara would be. She's my girl! ::
I am now in my 25th week! ::
It was a cold weekend and it was such a bummer! We still made the most of it with the How To Festival at the library. We ended up doing all the kid stuff even though I could have spent all day in the classes they offer. We had doner from the German food truck. I got my hair done. We went out to eat at Naïve- it was nice to get out and try a new place. We used to do that all the time.

On Mother's Day, Jonas made me breakfast, I got cards, flowers and time with my family. I also got a huge chore done- sorting through Zara's clothes for the new baby. Most of my life is all around motherhood right now and I am okay with that :)
& Happy Mother's Day to anyone who identifies as a mother. There are a million ways to be one!

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